We are neighbors and grew up as best friend. I spent every moment with him. And I’m one school with him (again). But it’s different. He’s changed. He became someone that I don’t even know. He likes a stranger. We never talked at school. Yeah, we almost never speak!! We didn’t even look at each other. We never had a converstation. If we meet at school, we never said hi or hello, and never smile. Is that good? You know, It’s killing me!! What’s wrong with our friendship? Why we can’t have a normal converstation in school and real life?
I don’t want to lose our friendship. That’s why I never told him how much you mean to me. And how much I love him more than a friend. I miss the moment where I can see him before I go to class. Caught him starting at me from a distance. But now, all I can do is seeing his update from facebook and twitter. I’ve been giving him clues through my status on facebook and my tweets on twitter. But he never realize.
I love him but I can’t have him. When I see his smile, I know that’s not for me. He is amazing and perfect with his smile. Now, he has girlfriend. What should I do? I want him to be happy, but not with her. I know he loves her not me. But remember, I love him first. He never gave me a chance. I don’t want him to find anyone else. I don’t want him to say those three words to another girl. I just want him to be single (oops :x)
When I see him walking beside her, it makes me wanna cry. My heart breaks more and more each time I see him with his girlfriend. I try to smile, but I can’t. My mind always say “everything gonna be okay” but my heart? It hurt me so. What should I do? Move on or wait for him?
I want him as only him. He’s so perfect with his dark eyes and his hair. When he has girlfriend, I still love him. He always have a place in my heart. He is someone that I don’t want to lose. If he is my true love, someday we’ll be together. Love will lead him back. Love just need a time. Everything will be wonderful someday.
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