Sometimes, waiting for someone is getting bored. And the waiting is the hardest part for me. I don’t know how long will I be waiting for him? Sometimes I talk to myself “I don’t need you anymore” or “I don’t love him anymore” and “I can forget him and all memories between us”. But, that’s just bullshit. And now, I can’t forget him, I’m still waiting, and I don’t why?
Sometimes I’m crying. If I don’t need him then why am I crying? Or why does his name always resound in my head? Why I’m thinking of him although he never thinking of me? The reason is because I need you!!!
I’ve know you since I was a little. And you’ve been my secret love. I don’t why I’m still waiting, I don’t know why I love you, and I don’t know why I can’t erase you from my heart. All that I know is I love you. Even if I’m alone until the day I die, you’re still the one I love. Even if you hurt me like crazy, you’ll still be the only one who heals my heart. Or even you don’t look for me anymore or pretend not to see me, you’re the only one who has my heart.
If someone ask me “why you still waiting for him?” because I believe everything will be wonderful someday and I know in time we’ll be together.
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